i look at you like
how could you leave me behind like that
how could you push me from your mind like that
you didnt see me lookin 'cause she had your heart tooken
love all dazzlin in your eyes
and the shine in mine
forgotten
'cause she made what we had look rotten
and i've been spottin you peekin at me lately
i just try to keep myself from hatin you
makin you think it's cool you stomped my soul to the ground
i'm lost lookin for found
while you're found lookin for lost
i wonder the cost
because i can see the price
but my cold shoulder ice i dont give it to you
scared of freezin the reason i believe i know love
and you see doves floatin in an area you think is ours
but the hours i spent crying kill all things floatin in between us
i mean it 'cause my heart is torn
i've never known shit like this since i've been born
i am dyin inside
everytime i see you covet that broke down shit by your side
my pride wont let me say i love you
no matter how many chances you give me to shove you in my direction
your erections make me crazy
make my days seem trivial
like all the shit i been thru
is nothin compared to you
but i am born and bleedin
so i need to see the heathen in you
to get back to the breathin in me
and instead of tellin myself i'm better
i need to understand it to weather this hole you left
unwarrented theft