lost myself

Lost myself for a minute.
In the way the sun hit the curls in his hair.
I lost myself...in what used to be.
In an old memory I was tryna make new again.
In the freedom we once had.
In the softness of his breath on my neck I lost myself.
I forgot we're not the same and that everything no matter how special or loved changes.
I lost myself knowing it wasn't right and it would end painful.
And when I found myself I loved him more.